villainouswolf

Fate is my protector, and my courage is my enemy. This truly is an iced felony. My courage bashes me with nothing but overflowing, dripping regret. Never leaving me be, or rest in peace. Forever embarrassed, forever there. forever alone. Forever not good enough. I loved you, you never loved me. In this unrequited love. This cherished melting icing of mine. It was tasty On the tips of my tongue and so I never wanted summer to come. Allow it to snow. Beautiful white snow. Let it freeze the truth and fill me with lies. Catch a cold, never to as I'm told. I know better. Maybe even die. But why is dying better? no guy is really worth you life. No

I'm crying, because of my conclusion. Even with all my useless anticipation to fly, It's deducing to this confinement. The blue sky is too high. I can't grasp. But blue is mine I can't even pray or ask, But blue is mine. Should I capitulate on life? Should I immolate myself? Escape to the ground like suicidal lightening? I'm out of options. But blue is mine. A cage holds my spirit hostage. It's inconsiderate that I'm claustrophobic. Drained of air, life and an innocent view of the world. So keep coming up with assumptions. But blue is mine. Spoilt I may be, But blue is mine. Accepting unjust fate, that I will debate on. Even immune systems